Knock Your Brains Out

Okay so roll the tape and play what you sound like ..
You're a sick sound from the back of the stereo ..
Keep playing like a catalyst burning on a flame ..
Is this all you can do ? I dont think so ?
You seem like a package of a little more disturbance ..
Than a usual earthquake face would do ?
The clock will tick tock if you dont get going ..
So get going jumpstart! .. You better do !

Slam the door as hard as you can ..
Just get out of that door ..
It doesnt matter what you leave behind ..
Coz you've been enough of a whore ..
And I'm already where I wanted to be ..
I've seen faces stick the same expression ..
But I wanna spend a little more time alone ..
So leave me alone .. Give me a break ..

Get the gun out of your drawer and shoot me in the head .. ?
What can I do ? What would I do ?
I'll just watch you fix your mouth till you're done ..
You're sober .. What the fuck can I do about it ?
Are you done already ? You came all the way ..
Pass me a little of that champagne ..
I'm not getting drunk you bitch ..
I'm gonna knock your brains out with the cork ..

Stick your mouth to the door .. so I can slam it shut ..
I'm gonna roll the dice again .. I hope I win ..
I'm betting on your words again ..
I hope you're lying this time too ..
Damn I wish I could pose a little just like you ..
I would've got alot of a doombag attention ..
I swear you bring the heat down to the room ..
You cause alot of pressurized tension ..

Its not what you're used to see right ?
When we bark off about your back with our middle fingers ..
Sticking out to please you .. finally you'll be happy ..
Coz you're the only weird thing around ..
Dont bitch off about your looks .. you're hot ..
I just wish I was a born stripper ..
You wrap the boys around your finger like ..
Thats all you were ever meant to do ( its a sticker on you )

Get the gun out of your drawer and shoot me in the head .. ?
What can I do ? What would I do ?
I'll just watch you fix your mouth till you're done ..
You're sober .. What the fuck can I do about it ?
Are you done already ? You came all the way ..
Pass me a little of that champagne ..
I'm not getting drunk you bitch ..
I'm gonna knock your brains out with the cork ..

And shut up .. You're voice sounds just too insane ..
I cant believe you're so drunk ..
I wish I could be the same ..
What do you breathe in ? What is that ?
Coz I'm suffocating to death ..
Its getting darker and darker in the room ..
Turn the lights on .. you jackass whore !

Get the gun out of your drawer and shoot me in the head .. ?
What can I do ? What would I do ?
I'll just watch you fix your mouth till you're done ..
You're sober .. What the fuck can I do about it ?
Are you done already ? You came all the way ..
Pass me a little of that champagne ..
I'm not getting drunk you bitch ..
I'm gonna knock your brains out with the cork ..

In n Out

Days keep passing like blinks of my eyes ..
They get over with screams and begin with cries ..
You never saw me while I drowned in my tears ..
All you did was confusing me .. And I've finally died ..
There's nothing more I believe will exist ..
There's nothing more that could ever exist ..
This exstasy .. I'm going to scream ..
Scream at me .. Scream .. Please dont insist ..

You left me bleeding with scars all over my body ..
They didn't heal .. You left me deceiving ..
With slits all over .. I stayed awake all night ..
Just for one call .. You kept me believing ..
You promised me you'd stay .. And you just disappeared ..
Like a dream I saw .. That wasn't meant to be built ..
I have nowhere to run .. Nowhere to go ..
How do I survive ? I just dont want to live ..

You have no idea .. I have no shame ..
And I still love you like I did before ..
I did everything to get you back .. But I lost ..
I've cried my heart out .. Till my throat went sore ..
And I'm dying again .. Watching you return ..
Go back .. I dont need you anymore ..
This life has left me .. In a room filled with empty spaces ..
I have no reason to die .. Nothing to live for ..

Why do you keep confusing me .. All the time ..
Blurring and stirring all the lies ..
Softly .. Silently .. I'll break down again ..
Just tell me how many tears should I cry ?
I left the doors of my heart open ..
For you to walk in .. When time ran out ..
I wish I would've locked myself somewhere ..
Than watching you go .. In and Out

I just wish you come back .. Once and forever ..
You're the reason I live .. You're the reason I die ..
You're all I live for .. You're the reason I survived ..
You're the reason I give .. When I break down and cry ..
How much more do you want ? What do you want ?
Where did this life take me ? What do you want this time ?
Are you happy ? Are you content ??
Are you satisfied after cursing me with life ?

If you hated me so much .. You could've killed me ..
You had all the chances .. I gave you all ..
If I wasn't around when you were frustrated ..
You should've told me .. You should've called ..
I wish I was numb enough .. To ignore all you do ..
You walk by and there's nothing I can say ..
You pretend you dont know me .. I hope you're happy ..
I never even wanted things to go my way ..

If all you wanted was to see me in pain ..
You should've been generous enough you should've said ..
You wanted me to suffer .. You wanted to see me bleed ..
I'd carve your name on my wrists .. And bleed .. And by now ..
I would be dead ..