ma piNkO's fiRsT pOem !

i felt the ring again and again.....
so that atleast for a second i could feel his presence near me...
is it a mistake to love some one more than your life...
is it a mistake,,,,
oh god....please reduce my pain...
i cant breathe....i swear i cant...
i hope i dont lose my mind....or have i already lost it..
atleast once if he had understood my love for him....
atleast once...jus for a sec...
i dont realise what am i doing..
am i alive or am i just a wooden doll which can breathe...
i wish i could cry out aloud...
bt hve i even forgotten to cry..
oh god..
i cant breathe...i just cant breathe...
your face keeps flashin infront of me...
the twinkle in your eyes which gives me the hope to live...
the hope that one day you would come back to me...
if it wasnt tht i wouldnt have been there.,
it was you who made me realise tht i could love someone so much...
you made me realise that hope could make a person live...
i wish all this was a dream....and you were stil near me
so i just closed my eyes and...
i felt the ring once more...
i opened to see that
you stil werent there near me....