You Lost Everything ..(a dedication to ma dead poems)

Breathing with the soul so numb dwelling inside me ..
Watching you with the eyes with tears that divide me ..
There's nothing left for me to bear .. Its over now ..
I'm stepping down into my grave .. Hoping I'll just go ..
Your memories broke my heart into pieces ..
And I'm just too weak to believe it ..
Your pictures on the walls are now covered with blood ..
I've bled all I had .. Now there's nothing that I've got ..
I gave you everything ..

I fell for once and broke and now I keep falling ..
The look in your eyes just kept my heart boiling ..
There's so much you do .. There's so much to bear ..
There's so much new .. I wish it wasn't there ..
I'm bleeding through .. I'm hurt .. I'm broken ..
I shiver when I see you .. There's so much left unspoken ..
Your letters are burning in the fireplace ..
I watch the ashes blow .. I wish I was looking at your face ..
I've lost everything ..

The tears in my eyes have frozen down ..
And somewhere in the ice .. Breaking .. I will drown ..
You'll find my body .. So cold , numbed and dead ..
For deeds that you've done .. Words that you said ..
There I was .. Standing with my arms spread .. Waiting for you
I stood through the storms .. Bleeding to get to you ..
All you did was gaze away when I told you what you meant ..
I'm screaming here .. There you are .. So happy .. So content ..
You meant everything ..

So now when you'll visit me ..
You'll see people mourning ..
You'll be smiling shamelessly ..
Waiting to see my tears pouring ..
With a box of chocolates ..
* I wish I could taste *
Dont be surprised ..
P.S : Leave the flowers on my grave ..
You lost everything .. !