left aLoNe !

I am so tired being alone
Without hope
Without happiness
And without your touch
Even you are far away from me
Too long I slept in shadows
Too long I was in loneliness embrace
Too long I was shaded tears of love and became blinded
Until you touch my broken heart
Save me my love, cause
I’m so tired to live with solitude
Which is killing me inside
wake me up ( my love) with your soft whisper
to save me from nightmares
set me free cause death won’t let me flee
touch me with your love
cause I’m so tired being alone without your love
embrace me cause I want to be in your safety arms for eternity
open your heart and let me in
let me to be in your fantasy world
share with me your happiness
open your door of dreams to escape from the dead world
stay with me my love
to wake me up with your soft words
which my heart desires to melt
save me from the sorrow
cause my heart is screaming for liberty
touch me with your love
cause I’m so tired of being alone without your love
so tired that I lust to be with you
so tired that I lust to taste your love
even you are far away from me
every night in my dreams my silent whisper your name
can you hear it how is my heart crying for you?
Can you feel my sorrow for you?
Cause I’m so tired of being alone without your love
Too long I was slept in shadows
Too long I was in loneliness embrace
Too long my soul dreamed of liberty in darkness
Too long I was blinded by shaded tears of love
Until you touch my broken heart

ma piNkO's fiRsT pOem !

i felt the ring again and again.....
so that atleast for a second i could feel his presence near me...
is it a mistake to love some one more than your life...
is it a mistake,,,,
oh god....please reduce my pain...
i cant breathe....i swear i cant...
i hope i dont lose my mind....or have i already lost it..
atleast once if he had understood my love for him....
atleast once...jus for a sec...
i dont realise what am i doing..
am i alive or am i just a wooden doll which can breathe...
i wish i could cry out aloud...
bt hve i even forgotten to cry..
oh god..
i cant breathe...i just cant breathe...
your face keeps flashin infront of me...
the twinkle in your eyes which gives me the hope to live...
the hope that one day you would come back to me...
if it wasnt tht i wouldnt have been there.,
it was you who made me realise tht i could love someone so much...
you made me realise that hope could make a person live...
i wish all this was a dream....and you were stil near me
so i just closed my eyes and...
i felt the ring once more...
i opened to see that
you stil werent there near me....

analogies of luv...added to gibran's 'love fact'

a dead crow on powerline she concurs,

watching me as i watch her.

Held captive by her pretty face,

i sit and die in my place.

she captured me with her big blue eyes,

i can’t look away but its no suprise.

she tortures me with her eerie stare,

unaware that my heart is in despair.

Months go by and we havent moved,

why does she haunt me? what does that prove?

As I stare with more detail,

she’s not a black crow at all i see,

my eyes have played tricks on me

as I unveil her clever discuise

a quite pail blue eyed girl ritch with devise.

quite afraid as i uncloak her veil she latches on and silence still.

I hold my new princess at ease and tell her i’ll do whatever she plea’s.

she looks at me and stares some more not a girl but a bird oncemore.

as she flies away i cannot catch her,

but she follows me everywhere,

as the girl is the girl,

and the bird is her love,

wich follows me thereof from above.

weN i sAid (12.3.2007 midnyt)

Wen I said wat I said

Wen I told u I was mad

Wen I got up n I left

I was so stuck on maself



Wen u broken all d pieces

Of ma heart dat I had left

I’m takin d time to sit back n write

After all maybe it was worth it



Wen we did wat we did

Wen we promised us together

Is Wat I ment wen I said

I wanna be wit u forever n ever



Wen we walked a separate away

We were both pushed out f place

Wen I lay down evrytime

I still see ur face



Well, I misuse n I miss u

n I know I cant forget u

Bt I try so damn hard

I cant seem to find refuge



Please don’t go

I still feel d same

I’ll follow her till death

n even after dat



I wanna treat her right tonight

I wanna make sure dat she’s fine

I know I messed up big this time

PLEASE GOD MAKE IT RIGHT



Whn I said wat I said

Wen u knew dat I was sad

wen u got up n u left

I cant forgive maself

sTiLL

As I pace this frozen dead ground
D cold reminds me im alive
as i think without a sound
i wonder hw i shall survive

d words f sorrow left in ma past
as unforgiving d world still turns
wat is ma future i still ask
still i must dis young soul learns

War with maself is still in pieces
leavin is hell, bt i cant stay sleepless
d dawn f life has just cracked open
d webs f words dat i hav woven

d evil f sin is under ur nose
bt d evil f lov is not exposed
Men are brothers dat fight strong wars
in a hundred years no one will mourn

Still i watch n still i see
Men dat sheds man’s blood
For the things we are, forever free
they cant lov lyk we all should

Trapped inside d hell on earth
we bestowed dis on ourselves
a peice f mind for wat is worth
Evil brought still as wealth.

bein alone !

this is ma first poem tell me what u think..


All alone,
sitting in ma room,
this dark place we call home,
laying against the cold,hard wall
hoping no one will notice me,
but its not like they ever did
thinking that maybe they'd be better with out me,
but here i lay alone,drenched in tears,
knowin dat no one will ever care abt me,
or least listen..

y do i stil luv yuh?

I Cant Get u out of Ma head
No Matter how i try
I Still luv u
Even when u make me Cry

I want u in ma Arms
I want u to be Mine
But u don't want me Now
u say it's Not our Time,

Relationships r hard Enough
But luv makes them even Worse
Luv Makes it hard to give Up
Luv is a curse,

I Hate the fact I luv u
And that i cant Get u out of Ma Mind
I hate that every tym i think of u
Ma heart flutters n Ma eyes Cry,

I don't understand how u do this to Me
How u make Me want to Die
How I dream abt u Every Night

I 'd rather Cry n mope n Whine
Than call u to get things Straight
Because somewhere in ma Heart
I know Its already Too Late ..