sky sings

quiet onyx sky,
pulsating stars .
exhaling the sounds of
midnite in glowing song!

Knock Your Brains Out

Okay so roll the tape and play what you sound like ..
You're a sick sound from the back of the stereo ..
Keep playing like a catalyst burning on a flame ..
Is this all you can do ? I dont think so ?
You seem like a package of a little more disturbance ..
Than a usual earthquake face would do ?
The clock will tick tock if you dont get going ..
So get going jumpstart! .. You better do !

Slam the door as hard as you can ..
Just get out of that door ..
It doesnt matter what you leave behind ..
Coz you've been enough of a whore ..
And I'm already where I wanted to be ..
I've seen faces stick the same expression ..
But I wanna spend a little more time alone ..
So leave me alone .. Give me a break ..

Get the gun out of your drawer and shoot me in the head .. ?
What can I do ? What would I do ?
I'll just watch you fix your mouth till you're done ..
You're sober .. What the fuck can I do about it ?
Are you done already ? You came all the way ..
Pass me a little of that champagne ..
I'm not getting drunk you bitch ..
I'm gonna knock your brains out with the cork ..

Stick your mouth to the door .. so I can slam it shut ..
I'm gonna roll the dice again .. I hope I win ..
I'm betting on your words again ..
I hope you're lying this time too ..
Damn I wish I could pose a little just like you ..
I would've got alot of a doombag attention ..
I swear you bring the heat down to the room ..
You cause alot of pressurized tension ..

Its not what you're used to see right ?
When we bark off about your back with our middle fingers ..
Sticking out to please you .. finally you'll be happy ..
Coz you're the only weird thing around ..
Dont bitch off about your looks .. you're hot ..
I just wish I was a born stripper ..
You wrap the boys around your finger like ..
Thats all you were ever meant to do ( its a sticker on you )

Get the gun out of your drawer and shoot me in the head .. ?
What can I do ? What would I do ?
I'll just watch you fix your mouth till you're done ..
You're sober .. What the fuck can I do about it ?
Are you done already ? You came all the way ..
Pass me a little of that champagne ..
I'm not getting drunk you bitch ..
I'm gonna knock your brains out with the cork ..

And shut up .. You're voice sounds just too insane ..
I cant believe you're so drunk ..
I wish I could be the same ..
What do you breathe in ? What is that ?
Coz I'm suffocating to death ..
Its getting darker and darker in the room ..
Turn the lights on .. you jackass whore !

Get the gun out of your drawer and shoot me in the head .. ?
What can I do ? What would I do ?
I'll just watch you fix your mouth till you're done ..
You're sober .. What the fuck can I do about it ?
Are you done already ? You came all the way ..
Pass me a little of that champagne ..
I'm not getting drunk you bitch ..
I'm gonna knock your brains out with the cork ..

In n Out

Days keep passing like blinks of my eyes ..
They get over with screams and begin with cries ..
You never saw me while I drowned in my tears ..
All you did was confusing me .. And I've finally died ..
There's nothing more I believe will exist ..
There's nothing more that could ever exist ..
This exstasy .. I'm going to scream ..
Scream at me .. Scream .. Please dont insist ..

You left me bleeding with scars all over my body ..
They didn't heal .. You left me deceiving ..
With slits all over .. I stayed awake all night ..
Just for one call .. You kept me believing ..
You promised me you'd stay .. And you just disappeared ..
Like a dream I saw .. That wasn't meant to be built ..
I have nowhere to run .. Nowhere to go ..
How do I survive ? I just dont want to live ..

You have no idea .. I have no shame ..
And I still love you like I did before ..
I did everything to get you back .. But I lost ..
I've cried my heart out .. Till my throat went sore ..
And I'm dying again .. Watching you return ..
Go back .. I dont need you anymore ..
This life has left me .. In a room filled with empty spaces ..
I have no reason to die .. Nothing to live for ..

Why do you keep confusing me .. All the time ..
Blurring and stirring all the lies ..
Softly .. Silently .. I'll break down again ..
Just tell me how many tears should I cry ?
I left the doors of my heart open ..
For you to walk in .. When time ran out ..
I wish I would've locked myself somewhere ..
Than watching you go .. In and Out

I just wish you come back .. Once and forever ..
You're the reason I live .. You're the reason I die ..
You're all I live for .. You're the reason I survived ..
You're the reason I give .. When I break down and cry ..
How much more do you want ? What do you want ?
Where did this life take me ? What do you want this time ?
Are you happy ? Are you content ??
Are you satisfied after cursing me with life ?

If you hated me so much .. You could've killed me ..
You had all the chances .. I gave you all ..
If I wasn't around when you were frustrated ..
You should've told me .. You should've called ..
I wish I was numb enough .. To ignore all you do ..
You walk by and there's nothing I can say ..
You pretend you dont know me .. I hope you're happy ..
I never even wanted things to go my way ..

If all you wanted was to see me in pain ..
You should've been generous enough you should've said ..
You wanted me to suffer .. You wanted to see me bleed ..
I'd carve your name on my wrists .. And bleed .. And by now ..
I would be dead ..

You Lost Everything ..(a dedication to ma dead poems)

Breathing with the soul so numb dwelling inside me ..
Watching you with the eyes with tears that divide me ..
There's nothing left for me to bear .. Its over now ..
I'm stepping down into my grave .. Hoping I'll just go ..
Your memories broke my heart into pieces ..
And I'm just too weak to believe it ..
Your pictures on the walls are now covered with blood ..
I've bled all I had .. Now there's nothing that I've got ..
I gave you everything ..

I fell for once and broke and now I keep falling ..
The look in your eyes just kept my heart boiling ..
There's so much you do .. There's so much to bear ..
There's so much new .. I wish it wasn't there ..
I'm bleeding through .. I'm hurt .. I'm broken ..
I shiver when I see you .. There's so much left unspoken ..
Your letters are burning in the fireplace ..
I watch the ashes blow .. I wish I was looking at your face ..
I've lost everything ..

The tears in my eyes have frozen down ..
And somewhere in the ice .. Breaking .. I will drown ..
You'll find my body .. So cold , numbed and dead ..
For deeds that you've done .. Words that you said ..
There I was .. Standing with my arms spread .. Waiting for you
I stood through the storms .. Bleeding to get to you ..
All you did was gaze away when I told you what you meant ..
I'm screaming here .. There you are .. So happy .. So content ..
You meant everything ..

So now when you'll visit me ..
You'll see people mourning ..
You'll be smiling shamelessly ..
Waiting to see my tears pouring ..
With a box of chocolates ..
* I wish I could taste *
Dont be surprised ..
P.S : Leave the flowers on my grave ..
You lost everything .. !

Dreams Only Last For A Night

Counterstrike . . The clock stops . .
Fingerprints on the teardrops . .
Unidentified philosophy . .
Imagination on the way . .
Soul confirmations ? Give me break !
Unidentified philosophy . .

Close your eyes . .
Give it a second thought . .
Dont let go so fast . .
Coz this is all you got . .
I've heard them say . .
I've heard them cry . .
Kill a dream . .
And a dreamer dies . .
Dont stop . .
Coz this is all you got . .

Coz perfection might take forever . .
Dedication takes a lifetime . .
Its a commitment of togetherness . .
But dreams only last for a night . .
Coz satisfaction might take forever . .
Its a lifetime commitment right . . ?
Close your eyes dream all you want to . .
Coz dreams only last for a night . .

Take it easy . .
Dont mess it up . .
I know its hard . .
I know you're stuck . .
But dont let go so fast . .
Coz this is all you got . .
An image you built in a night . .
Might take you to a heavenly ride . .
You can fly in the ocean . .
You can swing on the tide . .
Dont stop . .
Keep dreaming dont stop . .
Passion is everything . .
Dont stop . .
Keep living it up . .
Coz this is all you got . .

Coz perfection might take forever . .
Dedication takes a lifetime . .
Its a commitment of togetherness . .
But dreams only last for a night . .
Coz satisfaction might take forever . .
Its a lifetime commitment right . . ?
Close your eyes dream all you want to . .
Coz dreams only last for a night . .

A story you hear tonight . .
Might be the one for which you've always tried . .
That script playing on the silver screen . .
Could be the one you write . .
Coz dreams take you on the top of the mountain . .
Its never too bad to reach the heights . .
So close your eyes . . Yeah close your eyes . .
Coz dreams only last for a night

Pieces of ME

Pieces of my heart hold hurt in their soul and cry out any life left in them in its tears.

Silent and empty moments filled with broken promises ; is where loneliness lives with me.

Numb and cold memories have become the meaning to my love and meaningless to my reality

tHe mAsK

This mask I wear,
she serves me well.
She hides my pain,
so they can't tell.

They see her smile,
never my tears.
She shows no sorrow,
she fights all my fears.

They believe she is me,
if they only knew.
That she is my mask,
My savior too.

My scars she hides,
behind laughter and lies.
She says she's fine,
but slowly dies.