Words Cant Describe How I feel

Will I ever be the same againWill I ever get past all these liesWill I ever open my eyesAnd see that you are nothingNothing but liesWill I ever be able to cry againWill I ever be able to love againWill I ever be able to sing againWill I ever be free againFree of your liesFree of your seductionFree of your lipsPressed against my unwilling lips...Do you want to seduce meInto doing what you may?Nay, I say, I will not fallI will not let you take overWhile I lose it allAnd when I am lieing on the floorScreaming for airLosing my mindAnd crying out for helpYou just stand there smilingDo you enjoy my pain?